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He holds me tightly in his arms, lightly rubbing my back and planting a sweet kiss on the top of my head and in that moment, I never want to let go.

“I love you so much Russ.” I say quietly and meaningfully. 

He pulls away slightly and looks deep into my eyes making the whole world stop spinning. 

“I love you too, my beautiful beautiful wife.” A smile appears on both of our faces as he says the word ‘wife’. It is official. Forever. “Come on, let’s go back out there.”

“Owh do we have to? I want to stay here with you?” I giggle as I squeeze my arms tighter around him. We are standing alone in one of the many tents that had been set up for the special event.

“We have a lifetime together, just me and you. You’re the love of my life Katy, don’t you ever forget it.”

“I won’t, not ever. I can’t.” I reply truthfully. 

“Good.” He smiles. “Now let’s go back out there and count down the minutes until we’re back in that bed together.” 

We both laugh and he slowly traces one hand down my arm until finally he reaches my hand and entwines his fingers with mine. He leans down and kisses my lips gently. 

“Ready, Mrs. Brand?” He smiles and so do I. That is my name now, as of only one hour ago, Mrs. Brand. 

The hot Indian sun pounds down on our skin as we walk out of the tent. We are greeted by the cheers of our closest family and friends who have traveled thousands of miles for this event; our wedding day.

Confetti is thrown over us as we approach our guests and the smile on my face doesn’t contract one bit. This is more than I, or any little girl could dream of. People start to surround us but me and Russ don’t let go of each other, not once, we are and probably always will be inseparable. 

Me and Russell take our seats at the head of the dining table after minutes of receiving hugs and blessings of everyone present. I smile as I look down the table and see the people I love the most enjoying themselves. Then, I feel a light touch on my cheek and my few lost hairs being tucked away behind my ear. I turn my head and the smile remains as my eyes join with Russell’s. 

“Are you enjoying your day?” He asks me quietly, for only us to hear. 

“Our day.” I correct him and peck his lips gently. “I enjoy every day with you.” 

He leans forward and cups my face with his hands. “Good, because there are a lot more to come.” We both smile before he leans in and our noses almost touch. I feel the warmth of his breath brushing against the top of my lip and then finally, he presses his lips against mine. 

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I feel his sweet kisses trailing up my neck as I begin to wake up from my gorgeous dream. 

“Stop it!” I whisper with a giggle, not actually wanting him to.

“Good morning babe.” I hear and I quickly jump and turn my head quickly to see John lying next to me. It was just a dream… Again… 

“What’s wrong Katy? Did you have a bad dream?” He says, attempting to comfort me. He shuffles closer underneath the sheets and kisses my bare shoulder. 

“Yeah, we no, it wasn’t, not at all. It was, weird.” 

John laughs awkwardly and then smiles down at me. “The aliens take you again?” He jokes. I just giggle cutely and nod my head, knowing he would leave it after that. 

“I’m gonna go for a shower.” I say, sitting up in bed, keeping the covers over my body.

“Can I join?” He says flirtatiously. 

“Um, well I was going to be quick because I said I’d meet Shannon for breakfast.” I reply. I feel so bad, he has no idea. I know I’m not cheating on him, or even talking to Russell anymore, but I just don’t feel the same with him and these feelings aren’t dying down.

“Oh okay, yeah, don’t worry.” He smiles at me and I quickly hurry off towards the bathroom. 

I meet Shannon at a little, family-run cafe we have been coming to for years now. It is down a quiet side-street and because we now know the owners, we never get surprised by paparazzi unexpectedly turning up. 

We order our drinks then sit down at a table. As soon as we sit, I can’t help but confess.

“I had another dream last night, about Russell…” 

“Really? Are you okay?” My best friends asks me.

“Yeah, it just feels so weird with John now. I’m thinking of breaking up with him, it’s not fair, he’s a nice guy.” I say, rushing my words slightly.

“Wow.” Shannon says, taking a sip of her coffee. 

“What?” I say, replaying what I had just said and trying to figure out what she is going to say. 

“You just made a decision for yourself!” She laughs, finding herself a lot funnier than reality. 

“Shut up.” I say laughing now as well. 

“No but you’re right. It’s not fair, on either of you.” She says more seriously now.

“Thanks Shan, now just what the hell do I say to him?!” I start to stress and we spend the next hour creating different scenarios of how this will go down. 

Eventually, we decide to leave. We exit the cafe and realise we are parked in opposite directions down the street. 

“Come round later if you want, it’ll be fine.” 

“Thanks Shan. Love you.” I say whilst wrapping my arms around her petite body. I blow her a kiss as I begin to walk down the street peacefully without the paparazzi.  

I reach my Audi and throw my handbag on the floor of the passenger side but it lands on its side, and my purse along with a few accessories fall out. I ignore it for now and start the engine. I start to reverse out of my parking space but all of a sudden, jump on the brakes as a Range Rover whips round the back of my car. 

I slam my fist down on the horn and shout “Dick!” even though I knew they couldn’t hear. I look out my side mirror and notice the Range Rover had stopped and pulled over on the side of the road. 

“At least they’ve got the decency to apologise…” I say to myself. I press the button down to open my window and then start to clear up the mess on the floor where my bag fell over. 

I start re-filling my bag until I physically become unable to. Until I hear a voice that brings my body to a halt. Surely it couldn’t be? Not after my dream? After my talk with Shannon this morning? But then again, who else in LA has that strong British accent that promised me ‘forever’ 3 years ago…

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